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i woke up late that day, lazy to open my eyes, but a few minutes then my eyes open! look like want to jump out from its case! how it can? i read a short message from him u,u he, the person who i have told before. who made me feel fool and hurt. 'sorry..' he said in his message. a question grow in my mind 'sorry??? for whattt?' and so what i said to reply.
'for that time.' i don't know why, but that time i think 'sure, he read my blog'
i don't know how to say, but i even don't need your message again. i am trying. trying to forget you completely. but again, you mess my plan.

after that, he back to the time, but now no feel shown on his message, just like friend to friend. thanks, he better be like this, if no may be i will be more hurt.
he tell his reason being far from me, but i think it was so strange and fool. he said he stay away from me because my bestfriend ignored him. what? so it  depend to my friend? and ya, i feel my bestfriend is not ignoring him. if my friend ignore you, so you ignore me? hahaha what to do with me? ok i just threw away that stupid reason, it's not important. i appreciate your apologize :] even i think it's too late to say sorry.

i just want you know, you have to change your behave, can you try to accept someone as they are? please be more respect for they around you, may be if you think it was usual to say 'what are you doing now?' to a girl you have to think 'i gave too much respect if i said it' so change it. because girl feel it unusual. and you know? i am a person who will not able to leave and forget someone quickly. if i have fall to him it will take a long time to creep out. don't you feel i angry with you, because this is my way to forget all about that time and you. and you know? it become more more difficult because i have to see you all day, so i just can do this, yelled on you, mock on you. it just the way to me. sorry again.

i'm of course worse than you because of this, but once again. it's my way, my own way to stay away. and one thing which always arise in my mind 'we will never be a bestfriend or close friend again, we can not back to the time, it better when you go farther and farther.'